Last night thinking that the only way and path in my journey, I came o the conclusion that I must be small and nothing and that my journey would not be mapped out by me but by the Divine Will of my Savior. Then I questioned how I might be so small and nothing as I have such a large ego, and I had spent all the previous years of my life servicing my will not His will. Then I had this deep feeling about being small. Look at me Jesus said. While I am your Lord, Savor, and God, I choose to be small. Look at me in My Mothers womb. I could not have survived without her. When I was born I was fully and completely dependent upon her for life as I drank from her loving breasts. If I can choose to be small as I am the God of the universe, then so can you. Offer up your smallness and nothingness and I will do the rest. Fix your eyes on Me like a small baby looks upon its mother and I will do everything else. Your ego and will are your greatest obstacles. and as long as they remain there is nothing I can do as you have chosen your will not Mine.